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The Iceberg Of Our Unhappy Habits

The Iceberg Of Our Unhappy Habits

To make  lifelong change to any Unhappy Habit (to change the way we drink/eat/shop and all the rest),  we need to know and understand where we are, how we got there and what we are dealing with.

So let’s start with taking a little look at at the structure of our Unhappy Habits, of what they would look like if we could actually seem them.  And the analogy of an iceberg is perfect, as it represents both our physical acts and the emotional intentions that drive them.

Above the water is the smallest part of our iceberg, and make no mistake, that smallest part can be pretty damn big.  Its icy tip symbolizes our behaviour and its visible consequences.

It’s what we see reflected back at us in the mirror.  It’s the weight we hate, the signs of our alcohol consumption, the dehydration and anxiety in our dull eyed stare.  It’s in the stress we see so clearly etched on our faces when we have spent money we don’t have and all the lies, desperation and hopelessness that all of these, and many more, our inexplicable behaviours bring.

That cold white ice is the what we ‘do’ of our habit – what we put into our mouths, what we spend,  and seemingly, very sensibly, when we try to make changes, that’s where we start.  I mean, if something we are doing isn’t working, just do something else, right……….

So, we circle our visible iceberg warily, thinking through our options, taking into account what has and hasn’t worked before, maybe there is a new diet plan, a new quit drinking, inspirational, motivational, prayer book even, that might just work this time. Then we attack our icy peak with our unprotected hands in an attempt to mold it in to the new, improved ice sculpture version of ourselves, the one we know we can never really be.  The slim one, the sober one, the one that just isn’t who we are right now.

And how do we know we can never be this new version of us?  That’s easy.  We have been practising our ice sculpting skills for years and they always fail us.

At best we can create a temporary ‘new’ us, but then the ice starts to shift and re-arrange itself as we try desperately to shape t it back into place, until with bloodied, defeated hands we give up and accept our drunk/fat/broke destiny.  Ok, so starting on our icy peak doesn’t work.  All agreed?

The only other part of our iceberg  we can look to then is the huge, submerged and brutally ragged mass that lies beneath the water, supporting our visible peak.

Dark and seemingly unknowable, this is the foundation of our iceberg, and it is formed by what we believe about both ourselves and our habit.  What it brings to us, how we feel we will be without it, what we will lose, how we will cope, and added to that is our experience around our habit in the good times.  All of these have been frozen into what we accept as our reality.

Freezing cold and menacing, we know it will rip at us apart both physically and emotionally and so we flinch from even approaching it, dwarfed and cowed as we are by its sheer size and power

Many brave souls who have understood this truth still take up the battle, donning protective clothing and attacking the submerged iceberg with all the weapons in their personal arsenal.  They launch missiles of self-hate, recrimination and abuse at its silent mass, they meditate, join support groups, read endlessly on their poison of choice, and hope that one of these explosives will detonate on impact, smashing a tunnel to freedom.  And still, no, that doesn’t work either.

So, what does?

To take down our iceberg we simply have to raise the temperature, the temperature of US.  To bring out our sun and let it shine down brightly, warming the air and giving light to the self-awareness that is key to any transformation.

Awareness brings questioning to the boundaries of what we believe and our experience.  It allows for the possibility of a different view of  the reality we had previously created, and a different view allows for a different behaviour.

So, as awareness grows, our icebergs naturally melt away as we expand our understanding of both ourselves and our Unhappy Habit.

Thoughts and beliefs, frozen for so long, take on a softer, gentler shape, allowing us the flexibility to gently challenge what we do, what it gives us, what it takes from us, which gives us the opportunity the opportunity to act and be who we are meant to be, habit free and whole.   Who we deserve to be.  Who we were born to be.  Then, as our iceberg completely dissolves, we are left with an untroubled expanse of water, peaceful and calm, with no need for us to do anything, just to ‘be’.


If you need help in understanding & changing any Unhappy Habit, please contact me today.  My Recovery Coaching comes from a place of  deep understanding and compassion of a former addict, who knows the way to freedom and peace. x

Location is never a problem, I offer 1-2-1 Consultations, via Telephone & Zoom.


If you would like to know a little bit more about me, take a look at my About Sonia page.

I am also the author of “This Isn’t Me“, the story of my personal journey through both drug and alcohol addiction, and then finally and thankfully, into recovery.

Take a look at my How I Work for You page, my Empowering Incredible Personal Change page, Contact me today and let’s get this journey started.  x

Self-Care is not Selfish. The Top 10 Tips That Helped Me Stop Drinking

When I stopped drinking, one of the first things that I realized was that I had no level of self-care – or self-love, or self-respect.  Actually, thinking about it now,  I had no sense of ‘self’ at all.

Thankfully I learn quick – for good and for bad it seems – and I understood that to give myself the best chance of being the person I wanted to be and to be strong in my recovery, I had to put in place the ‘self’ bits that were missing.  Self-care, as it turned out was the easiest, and with just a little of an emotional cuddle in place, my recovery bounded ahead.

I became the most important person in my life, selfish as that may sound.  My eating came first, my rest, my emotional comfort – for that I mean removing myself from stressful situations/people at first, and then later, as my sober muscle grew stronger, understanding how to re-frame the situations/people in a more comapssionate light, and owning my own responsibility for my behaviour and responses. Grab that wine?  My choice.  Getting angry/stressed and using it as a reason to drink?  My choice.  And all the rest of ‘my choices’.

My self-care changed everything. Literally and painlessly.  It taught me I deserved more and so I gave me more and so I became more.

High five me, but how what did I do?  Recently I delivered a talk called, You Can’t Pour From An Empty Cup to a group of ladies who are struggling with their unhappy drinking habits.   It went down a storm because it resonated so well with my audience, and so rather than to try and re-invent the wheel, this is it, along with my top tips for self-care.

“This is my big cup that I pour from every day.  It is not full of water, tea or alcohol (thank goodness), it is full of my energy.  From this cup each day I pour my energy into smaller cups, my work, my home, my life.  90% of the time, no matter how much I pour out each day, after a good night’s sleep, it is miraculously full of energy again.  No-one can pour energy into my big cup, it is something that comes from within me.  We all have these cups, at the moment you are pouring from your big cup into one of my smaller ones as you listen to me.

Every now and again though my cup doesn’t miraculously refill.  Life constantly throws unexpected challenges and curve balls at us and depending on what are priorities are at any time, they can empty our big cup pretty quickly.  Recently I have had to make some hard decisions about situations beyond my control and whilst I am completely comfortable and at peace with the decisions I made, my miracle cup still drained away.

Two weeks ago I went to a meeting where someone took photos,  In most of them I was smiling and ‘being Sonia’, but in one that I was unaware of , I saw a drained, tired devastated woman completely depleted of everything.  I cried for her and said “enough”, my cup was empty, I had nothing left to pour.

I cancelled or rescheduled all my meetings with total honesty and went away for four days. I took myself and my empty cup to Devon, I walked for miles, took in the scenery, ate properly, slept properly, made a commitment to myself to check in with business twice a day not before 9 and not after 6.  Turned my devices off allowed myself to accept how I was feeling, went through the process and slowly refilled my cup.  I came home still sad, the situations that had drained me were still present and my cup wasn’t full, but it was slowly refilling itself and I was ready to start pouring again.

I call this self-care –and is the complete opposite of what most woman do in times of stress both at work and home.

As woman we seem to be conditioned to think that in order to be “good enough” we must put everyone else’s needs first.  When challenges come what do we do?  Most of us batten down the hatches, isolate ourselves emotionally and just push on,. We do the exact opposite of what we actually need.  And at what cost.

Tired and irritable, who suffers?  Children, partners?  Then we feel worse for being snappy.

Poor sleep and not making enough time to eat?  What suffers? Our concentration, productivity? And again we feel bad.  Horrible cycles!

Every bit of self-care we give to ourselves we get back in all our important relationships, whether they are family or work or whatever/whoever matters most to us.

So, these are my practices for my self-care.   Mine won’t work for everyone, we are all wonderfully individual, but these definitely added in my recovery.   And, if they are not for you, please because you deserve to care for yourself and to be your best you, find some that do.

Top 10 Self-Care Tips

  1. First of all I tell myself every day I am good enough. I am good enough for my son, my loved ones, my clients and most importantly myself. We are all good enough, acknowledge that truth of that and the next steps become easier because you know you are deserving of self care.
  2. Ask for help before you becomes the crisis. People can’t guess what you need. Ask yourself, what help could I ask for now that would make the most difference to me?  Working to a deadline, maybe your child’s friends mum could pick up your child as well that day.  Dry cleaning pick up, maybe a neighbour goes regularly into town? Help with preparing a document? ask someone who enjoys that aspect of work, they also get to show off their expertise. People like to help.  Be clear and kind in your asking.
  3. Let go of control. If you ask someone to wash up, or change the sheets or run a presentation for you, don’t look at it critically if it is not done your way – people are not robots that can replicate you.  Don’t be irritated and feel it has to be done again.  That builds resentment in you and will make the one who tried to help feel useless and less inclined to offer in future.
  4. Routine, our bodies crave routine, it stabilises and reassures us. We run on the circadian rhythm, so for instance when we fly through different time zones, our sleep is disrupted and it can take a few days to recalibrate. Eat regularly, drink regularly. Make these non-negotiable.  Our bodies our our greatest asset and will do everything in their power to support us both mentally and physically if we fuel them properly.
  5. Even in the midst of the most challenging situations, set aside 10 minutes in the morning to have a quiet cup of tea and breathe deeply. No work, no emails, just you, tea and deep breaths. Get up earlier if necessary.  Set yourself up for your day.
  6. Don’t check work after 8pm. set automatic responses if necessary. What will it achieve to read that a client is complaining? A delivery not received? You can’t do anything about it until the morning and it will upset you and disrupt your sleep.
  7. Sleep well – go to bed a little earlier and get the restorative sleep you need.
  8. Switch off all unnecessary stimulus in the evening an hour before bed Try a jigsaw, adult colouring book – I am so rock and roll these days – try  baking anything creative.  Light candles, listen to music, and take a lovely bath.  Do something just for you and again make this time absolutely non-negotiable.
  9. Learn to say no with confidence and love. Don’t agree to anything out of guilt or obligation, again you risk the chance of becoming resentful and further overstretched.  People may not like it to start with, but they will learn to respect your needs and will stop asking.
  10. Acknowledge how you are feeling. Don’t try to damp the feelings down. Feeling overwhelmed, say so, feeling unloved, tell someone, feeling unfairly pressured? Speak it out loud. Once we have articulated how we feel, these feelings have less power over of us.  I told myself when I was away, I am so sad, my house is not a home anymore (my home life is everything to me). Once I said those things out loud though, my natural resourcefulness kicked in and I started to view the situation differently.  I even laughed at myself, completely alone, I must have looked crazy!

The more we care for ourselves the more we are able to care for others.  The more I pour into my own cup, the more I can pour out to those who I need and who need me.

Everyone suffers when my cup is empty and I see them wilting through thirst. That hurts me personally and affects me professionally. So to me self-care is not a luxury or selfish, it is an absolutely vital part of my life.”

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TimeLine Therapy – Peaceful Compassionate, Self-acceptance of Who You Really Are

Too many of feel that we are not good enough, not worthy, not deserving.  feelings that deprive us of the life of peace and joy we all deserve, and using food and alcohol in an attempt to comfort those losses.

We eat and drink in ways we are ashamed of, that make us feel we have to lie and hide what we do.   That cause us sleepless nights of worry.  And yet we still continue to repeat the same cycles in our attempts to self-comfort those painful feelings of ‘not enough’ away.

And because it is only ever comfort we are looking for, when we try to change the way we eat and drink, it can be very hard.  Especially when we don’t believe we can be, or deserve to be different, thoughts that further deprive us of the comfort we long for.

We are all, always doing our very best to be our best.

We are never trying to harm ourselves or our families, our children, husbands, partners, and yet stopping doing the things we know harms us all most, feels as though it is beyond our power.

It is not.

Imagine a different way of living for you, one you truly do deserve.

  • Imagine no longer feeling not good enough, but more than enough?
  • Imagine knowing and accepting who you are.
  • Imagine letting go of all your old Anger, Hurt, Sadness, Pain, Guilt & Fear in one relaxed, empowering session.
  • Imagine how much easier it would be to make better choices and decisions in the moment and future, relieved of old distresses

TimeLine Therapy is a wonderfully, unobtrusive process that gifts you the ability to easily let go of all your past pain, allowing you to move forward with confidence in yourself and your ability to be who you truly deserve to be.


I am a Master Practitioner of TimeLine Therapy,  and every client,  without exception,  has said they feel ’emotionally lighter’, ‘calmer, stronger and more empowered’ before they even leave the room.

We all need to emotionally let go of a past that no longer serves us to be our best, and it something that is entirely within us all.


TESTIMONIALS

“I feel so positive with a sense of lightness, I am walking with a spring in my step.  There has been a definite shift in my thinking.  I have noticed how much kinder I am being to myself – my internal voice is not giving me a hard time. I am feeling so much more at peace with myself. This is quite an amazing feeling. Thank you for helping me to feel like this! J Dickie

I had a TimeLine Therapy session with Sonia which I found to be incredibly profound form of treatment and very successful in treating me with my issue. The experience was enhanced as Sonia has a very warm and lovely manner, which enabled me to get the most out of the sessions in a safe environment. I would highly recommend an Emotional Cleanse session with Sonia to anyone. M Greene

Sonia made me feel relaxed, calm and very safe to explore my emotions. She took me through the process, carefully explaining each step of the way and was so lovely and kind that I felt able to say just what I needed to without feeling self-conscious – quite an achievement believe me. I can highly recommend this treatment as an emotional spring clean to help you to look to the future with a renewed enthusiasm.” J Ellis

“Incredible experience! I feel less anxious and stressed and feel back in control of my life.  Sonia you are amazing” N Thompson

I DEFINITELY feel so much better, my old heavy emotional baggage has gone.  I feel so much lighter and more capable.  I am making better choices in life and that is wonderful. K Morris


TimeLine Therapy is a wonderful addition to my Recovery Coaching process or as a powerful, one off intervention, and can be conducted either face to face, or in the comfort of your own home via Zoom

  • A life enhancing 2 hour TimeLine Therapy Session is £250
  • (very occasionally it does take longer, and the cost is £40 per extra half hour).

Click here, if you would like to book a free Recovery Coaching Assessment Call to see how I can best support your journey.

Or to learn more about, my ground breaking Recovery Coaching,

Or myself Sonia Grimes, and my journey, through my book, This Isn’t Me.

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